Well I think I shall start with the good news.

1. My dad is still not drinking. He does still smoke like crazy, but I would rather him smoke than drink.
2. I now own The Simpsons season one through five.
3. I am getting closer to finishing my memory scrapbook I have been working on for about two years, maybe a little longer than that.
4. I updated my journal
5. And I could keep going on about every little positive thing in my life, but that would take me years.

Now for the bad news.

1. I still have not found a car.
2. Still no job
3. No college

Now there are two things I have been thinking about and that I have opinions about.

The first thing is that I have realized and thought out everything I need and are going to have to do when I graduate, and I have come to the conclusion, that growing up SUCKS! I am going to have to get a job, a car, and go to college. Also figure out where I am going to live, and pay for all the bills. Geez, can't I go back to being five again, PLEASE?!?!?!?!?!?! (I'm doomed, seriously) I don't want to grow up, because my main fear is that I will be forced out into the world, and I will get eaten alive. I know it sounds stupid and silly, but I'm really scared.

Number two, I know this one is very random, but I have to say it, and I sincerely apologize to anyone I might make angry with this statement: I do not believe in true love in my own life at least. I am never going to experiance true love.

Oh, and there is a small list that I have written out of Vincent Price films I would LOVE to own on DVD, but a few of them, I can't find anywhere! And I am becoming very aggrivated. Why must I like the old black and white films and the films of the 30s, 40s, movies like that. They're so hard to find!

Um...let's see is there anything else I am forgetting, yeah, probably, but I will think of it later.

Thank you for taking the time to read my journal.

DV18